how do I love others if I can’t even love myself 

“I wanna puke when I see your face”

Wow mom. Sorry I can’t be the smart hardworking talented and beautiful daughter you’ve always wanted.

How I feel when you give your attention to everyone else but me:

Sad

Disappointed 

Jealous

I dont know how to deal with such feelings with you. If I’m falling for you, what about him. 

my best friend doesn’t want me anymore.

A girl can only dream right

I want someone who’ll hug me tightly and kiss me on the head and let me lean on whenever I’m tired. 

“So how am I suppose to woo you when you’re not what I’m expecting? It won’t work out.”

When I’m gone

I’ll prepare myself to be replaced in your life. 

when it feels like no one gives you the attention or loves you at all. 

J.

not sure why I bother to make plans, get my hopes up, only to be let down again. 

i’m not the person you think I am.